chapotraphouse

why are u as a man liking a woman pretty gay bro 😂😂😂

In a hypothetical situation in which I was a guy whose eyes were temporarily replaced by cartoon stars due to the attention of a cool lady, I would not feel comfortable indulging in that feeling online due to fears of both the potential negative reaction of other men and the potential negative reaction of women.

Crawled out of bed for this post. Cis men worse than lesbians at being attracted to women? Indeed, the sun will rise and set today. Being a lesbian is so much fuckin cooler.

cishet men, their whole thing is supposed to be being in to women, and that just strikes me as really weird that there's not an equivalent.

So you know about the patriarchy,

Bros are completely incapable of presenting a self that's anything but domineering, usually. I will say I think some of our dorky soft loverboys here do things like this now and then, which I approve of.

No, that's illegal under gender. Plenty of men feel that way, and are allowed to quietly discuss it with one or two other men in a sufficiently relaxed and emotionally open environment, but under no circumstances can they publicly state that they have feelings.

"omg a pretty girl looked at me and I forgot how to exist"

The fact that I didn’t know if you were going to dunk on the men for saying something like that or not answers your question perfectly.

Even half this site would take a cynical approach to a dude being that way

I'm not even sure how much of cishet bro culture actually allows men to like women without seeming weak somehow. It's all about contempt and domination and performative emotional constipation.

And, like, cishet men, their whole thing is supposed to be being in to women, and that just strikes me as really weird that there's not an equivalent.

I mean, read any het romantic poetry written by a man from now to like, the beginning of writing and you'll run across some version of:

"This girl looked at me and I died and then she smiled at me and I came back to life".

Sure, poetry's not as popular now as it used to be, especially for heterosexual men, but people are still making it and sharing it, so presumably those spaces. I'm pretty sure that line almost verbatim is in at least two recent pop songs.

Skill issue. Say it. I'll say it with you.
I was in a nice discount shop looking at toy foam swords trying to convince myself that if I bought them i would use them. I locked eyes for a second with a goth mommy who was comparing limited edition exotic animal 3d puzzles. In that moment i saw in my heart six months from now when she and I were in the kitchen making novelty snacks for a game night we invited our friends to. She has me taste a spoon. It is too salty. She looks away. I have to spend ten minutes sitting in a display recliner pretending to read the nutrition facts of a bag of hello kitty strawberry marshmallows. After which time I have contemplated all the mistakes I have made in life that prevent me from knowing that moment and I can continue my day

I have a hard barrier around expressing anything like that, online or off. The inherent hetero power dynamics make it creepy even if it's not a sexual impulse.

Do any spaces like that exist? Is it even possible given the way gender works in society?

I think you can find cishet men that be like this but under no circumstances would you ever find an intentional community of explicitly cishet men doing this.

Okay, so - R Crumb and Frank Frazetta. Both horny as hell, drawing very stylized, sexualized women. Now, compare them to anime waifu art.

Crumb and Frank, I'm going to say, they see women that actually exist in the world. They draw women in a very stylized fashion, but they actually look like and art meant to be understood as real women.

And then you've got the anime waifu crowd; the waifus aren't representations of anything or anyone real. They're not stylized representations of women, they're like second order simulacra - anime women look like anime women and are only distantly representations of actually existing women.

Like, crumb? The women he draws have massive thights and unreasonably bouyant boobs and so forth, but I think that shows what Crumb sees when he looks at real people. Those are qualities that he sees in actual people and finds beautiful. The stylized exxageration is over-emphasizing something real. Crumb sees real women in the world and draws that.

Same think with Frank. His attention to anatomy and dynamic poses is excellent. He draws people in motion the way people actually move. That's someone who studied the human body in a very deliberate way and reproduces the human body with skill, creativity, and joy. Again, very stylized, hyperreal, but it's a representation of what Frank sees when he looks at real people.

But then the anime waifus, they don't look like people nor are they supposed to. They're not drawings of women, they're drawings of waifus.

I think that's kind of what i'm getting at somehow. Like so much of how cishet men talk about women, how they create women in online spaces, it's not really women, it's not people that really exist. It's these really abstracted simulacra that don't really reflect anything real.

Not any public cishet male spaces. Either privately amongst trusted friends or in a very niche community where you can trust they won't try to out-masculine you for showing weakness.

The concept of cishet male spaces is weird because so many spaces are de-facto cishet male, very few spaces are explicitly for them. Like imagine justifying a space as explicitly for cishet males only... The best I can think of is a church men's group. Anyways, all those de-facto spaces are either mostly sexless in discussion or it quickly descends to the lowest common demoninator of sexual discussion, which is quite low.

I struggle with this sort of thing myself. It's like I'll see someone and find them so instantly attractive that I lock up and don't know how to proceed socially. I usually end up feeling guilty, like I'm staring too much. I felt like it was a male gaze thing for the longest time.

For me some of it is envy vs. attraction, am I into them or do I want to look like them? I'm not always sure, and it could be both or neither. I'm attracted to guys, but women catch my eye more.

I've lost my own point! In any case, whoever experiences this, I sympathize, because I am still trying to understand my own tendencies to be awkward around the beautiful people

The lack of this space for cishet men is heavily related to my affinity for lesbian spaces online. I tend to observe but don’t participate in them because I don’t consider myself a lesbian, but I relate a lot to the way they tend to express their affection for each other. I love my wife so fucking much and it really seems to alienate me from my cishet male friends. I’ve been with my wife for over a decade and I’m still so crazy about her but a lot of them seem to barely like their partners. I just don’t understand. I’m in a very straight-passing relationship because of how masculine I present and people have always just pointed out how different our relationship seemed.

I might have been interested in memes like that before i got married but i doubt there's much out there.

It was a pretty common thing to happen on TV when i was growing up for a guy character to lose the ability to speak when trying to talk to a girl and just start going um uh buh guh but i can't say I've seen anything in the meme age

This exists. It's guys that have formed an active relationship though. It's pretty common for guys to shed that manly attitude and be complete and total dorks in love through the honeymoon 1st year of the relationship. Doesn't get posted online much though other than dorky stuff where entire comments sections of people say "you should marry her" over and over and over.

do spaces like that exist? maybe some corners of tumblr. I think this is a common experience for young boys having their first crushes.

Grown feminist men are supposed to have figured out how to relate to women as other people so they're not paralyzed by trying to talk to them. Even without explicit theory you learn not to put women on pedestals. Posting this kind of stuff would look like softboi performative harmlessness (usually a lie), and it would be weird to try and combine that with an open expression of desire anyway. If you are a left-of-center man who's attracted to women, the cultural norm is to shut up about it because the misogynists are saying gross shit in locker rooms and you don't want to do that. There's not really space for healthy/nonthreatening desire yet.

Grown anti-feminist men are supposed to have learned a specific script of heterosexuality (PUA, etc) to follow, where they are in control of the interaction and set the terms of it. For these men, open expression of harmlessness or being disarmed by a woman's gaze or whatever makes you a cuck and is therefore verboten.

People try to on twittwr but then twin venus unicode girlies harass them

Ie JoCat

4chan

Seriously.

The most you're allowed under societal norms is a wry sense of satisfaction. When you got an example like that guy with cat ears (no idea what he is named) who made an animation about loving women he was relentlessly dunked on for it. If that had been a lesbian absolutely nobody would have given a shit.

cishet men? no

"cishet" eggs? oh you betcha

Men today hate women and are like two steps away from advocating openly killing anyone who won't fuck them.

love songs

What would the space even be called? Like straight memes immediately raises red flags.

There is 100% a bell hooks quote about this