my head hurts this sucks

My sweet gay lil son Curly likes playing with dolls

(that's ok, and we like that! We like that. Many people are saying their cats are gay and we like that, I will say that. )

My gender today is salty old seadog

gay mega topic, what are you gay?

Again, just got up.

started eating instant noodles that had a rip in the paper top (but the plastic wrap was intact)

thought about botulism and now i'm not hungry anymore

Libs are really mad at me because I called Natopedia "Natopedia" That's alright, I'll continue pissing on their garbage takes

Been doing voice training. Reply here, and I will use your comments to voice train.

You can be assured whatever you write, I will say out loud at least once in my cartoon fem voice.

Be nice~

Edit: HELP I'm being feminized by BMF (Binding Male Feminization) posts

general advice for coming out as trans at work? I'm going to ask my therapist for some advice later this week but I'd like to do it by the end of the year but god damn is it going to be a rough time trying to do that

up with trains

The idea of coming out is terrifying. My stomach is in knots every time I think about telling anyone outside of hexbear. I told one friend I was questioning a while back and it went well, so I'm not sure what my issue is. I'll try to break down my reasons.

the difference in upvotes between the two megathreads is proof hexbear needs another purge

my primary desire for everyone to be paid the same is so the shithead doctors who only entered the profession for money no longer have a reason to practice medicine (most of them)

I sat at my desk three hours ago with the intention of figuring out how to describe to myself what I was feeling. I still can't. I know I dissociated kinda hard for a little bit. But everything else... I can't put words to it.

Hopefully my brain can finally turn off now, I'll see you all tomorrow.

pro tips: develop a crush on a cute trans girl less than a week before learning she has a gf. this is a great feeling to have

I'm gonna fucking shoot god for giving me such hairy legs. I'm gonna buy IPL holy shit.

My breasts are very small and it bums me out sometimes (like right now)... Its been two years, steady levels (that were pretty high, just got my labs back and e was at 410, when goal is 100-300 (pg/ml)), and still little to no growth. Theyre an AA cup, maybe an A, with no volume. Like, they go out a ways, but have no volume to fill out a bra or look even somewhat normal on my (fairly broad for a woman) chest. I really want to love them but a lot of the time i just look at them and feel sad that theyre so tiny and oddly shaped. Like, my family tends to have C cups or larger on both sides, why did i get the tiny titty gene? idk i dont want a BA for a few reasons, but might get one just to feel better about my chest. Is that stupid and a poor motivation? I feel like it is... Idk... Idek anymore, i just would like a bit more breast tissue please and thankyou

Very normal things are happening

I remember hearing from uh, @bubbalu@hexbear.net that this was in the works but waow.

why are people so fucking awful ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i am literally just a girl

I've actually really improved on the violin, like a lot. I'm still kind of hard to hear practice, but it's not yeowly screeches anymore and looking at fingerings notations every other note. Now I can sight read AND mostly get the note lol. I think I can even graduate to big girl mode and take off the other 2 fret line thingies. My teacher got me to do third position. Now she just has to give me the secret of vibrato!! How the fuck do they do that, they just shake their hands? It doesn't sound even a little nice when I've tried

i have a splitting headache at work and i'm trying not to inflict my terrible mood on my coworkers. for once it's not their fault

@EstraDoll@hexbear.net we should make this when everyone is at your house for legos

You're telling me this character is a BOY and I've been using this emoji this whole time and NOBODY told me!?

my mediocre amount of meetings that were supposed to happen today have all been delayed until tomorrow, turning tomorrow into an actual wall of endless video calls with no breaks

My gender is “opening my backpack to find 4 different microcontrollers and a bloodwork requisition form”

@ashinadash@hexbear.net I looked through your recs and picked up Fluids by May Leitz. Holy fuck is all I can say, I'm at the 2nd part of the book and wtf. I didnt know it was horror until it ramped up lmao

I found this really Interesting FE romhack. Seems really unique and intuitive, I'll report back when I've played more of the game.

Also it's totally pronoun emblem :waow-based:

some homeless guy on the street in my dream gendered me correctly :)))

The Irish knocked it out of the park with mushrooms as a breakfast food. I love mushrooms in the morning yummy

Social media is icky. Just scrolling makes me jealous, wishing I were being tagged in stuff, "on the inside" of whatever is happening.

I bought some thrift store capris that feel very comfy and am excited to wear them