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Thank you. Its been a while since I have dealt with self harm like this so I have forgotten a lot of the coping mechanisms I used to use. I'll try to remember and I wrote this advice down. 
BountifulEggnog
joined 2 years ago
I knew you'd be excited, I am!
Ooh, thank you. I tried to interact with everything I saw but I must have missed some memory items.
Not sure how I missed it before but after thinking about it I am doing it way more often then I thought.
Being trans is pretty cool 
Started Fallow tonight. I'm a bit confused where to go right now but I like the game so far. Very gender.
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Shedding my given name and living with my sisters is very appealing.
Unrelated autism thought, but this repetitive thing I do all the time to feel better, it might actually be a stim folks 
Hmm, okay. It just looked like a lot of clothes in general are supposed to sit higher on women, and I guess I was just worried about how they would sit on me with fat distribution still being pretty masc. Maybe I was too worried, I just want clothes that fit. Thank you.
Oh, it's just the skirts where it matters so much? That's great, maybe I've been over thinking the exact sizing.
I'm a queer circle.
Thank you, I hope so too. Fortunately I am feeling better right now.
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You should get rid of that knife collection.
I’m too “pretty for that.”
And please don't say things like this under my comments. It kinda hurts.
more of a therapist being a fucker, transphobia prolly
Exactly! He also said some people might like, pretend to be trans/get convinced they are trans to fit in with a group (lgbt people). And like, wtf? And if my parents bring that up I should agree that some people do that but that isn't me?? Apparently he thinks making them feel understood by agreeing and being "in the middle of extremes" will make it go better.
Good suggestion, thank you.
Yea, probably what I'll do. Everyone talks about how high waisted stuff is better though so that's made me want to make it work. But if it can't sit that high I guess I'll just do what I can.
The constant stream of thoughts too much
Its mostly fine right now but there are so many of them, and its just all the time. Thinking bad, actually.