I use transfem because that's how I say it, 
extra letters are bad and words should be spelled how they sound.
BountifulEggnog
joined 2 years ago
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I think some of it is the like... coldness of it? Cynical-ness? At least its my decision, that I'm consenting too.
It will be good to (eventually) be rid of them.
I mean I guess they get thrown out. Seeing my hair on the floor is a little sad for me though, even though I know there'll be more. If for some reason my hair was falling out or something I'd definitely keep a little of it. I'll try to think about it like that though.
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I'd definitely give them to someone else, very unfortunate we can't swap things like that.
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I need to try gay fruity cider 
I don't have any good posts so here's this:
bottom dysphoria thoughts/being weird
So I hate having balls, that much has been determined, but the idea of part of me getting thrown in an incinerator is also a little sad. Like idk, I don't want them destroyed, despite what they've done to me. Still part of me/my past I guess. It looks like very few places will put them in a wet spec jar for you too. I mean I guess if the choice is keeping them on me or them getting destroyed I have to look forward at my new life, but I will be a little disappointed/upset if that's the case.
Hopefully my view changes before then because I've only seen a couple people able to keep them. I don't know, its weird and I'm weird 
Lots of options, good good. Need multi purpose things in my life.
But I like shaving legs 
Comfy and cooling?? Well damn, on the list they go.
Sounds cute ngl.
I hope you can work things out.
No, I do this every time.
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Yea. They're just gonna cut me open, take a couple bits out, and throw them in the trash. Like damn. I don't usually value my body that much but like... having part of it be completely destroyed while I'm still walkin' around feels wrong.I am unfortunately very attached to the past. I keep archives and copies of lots of things most people wouldn't. I suppose this might be an extension of that.