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Hmm, that all makes a lot of sense to me. Especially the changes just being expected, maybe taking it a bit for granted.
I know I did. Especially given that I wouldn't have gotten blockers, I'm very grateful my issues didn't start until maybe 16~? Which was still mostly envy, idk. I honestly can't imagine how bad that fear would be if you haven't started puberty yet. Having 4chan talk you through puberty sounds terrible.
thinking about puberty (not sad though)
You know, I wonder how cis people actually process puberty.
I feel like I remember most adults/teens telling me it's rough/hard, but like, idk. I imagine they're more or less happy with the result. Obviously I can't compare it to my second puberty that much but like, I'm stoked to get my woman body. I know they don't have gender dysphoria/euphoria the same way trans people do but like, its got to be a little exciting to get your adult body that matches what you want. The only thing I can think is just like, being a kid in general is hard sometimes? Other kids can be mean?
spoiler talking about my own puberty, voice dysphoria (not sad about it rn)
I don't think my first was as traumatizing, at the time, as a lot of other trans people's. I do remember hating my voice changing, and that hatred has carried through to present day. Now I have an answer for why, but a cis person wouldn't experience that. And even though I'm trans, and had some envy at the time, I think first puberty was more or less fine for me at the time? Maybe I've blocked out feelings but I think I was very 
at that age, everything was more or less fine. My issues with puberty have come on much more recently, and I'm guessing cis people don't experience that either.
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The conclusion here is I don't understand the cis, and who better to ask about cis issues then a bunch of trans people.
If I'm already in can I still get one?
Are sure that's only an adhd thing 🤔 I always have a video or music going while I'm doing stuff, both is usually too much though.
My sensory (issues feels like a strong word but ig) stuff would not let me wear one the gay way, but I salute you for trying :o7:
Massive block for me, especially for posting about my interests.
Clearly you haven't read enough of my posts 😔
I wouldn't listen if it didn't :shrug-outta-hecks:
:lea-think: hmm, good and bad stimulation, that makes sense. I guess stimming is just repeating good stimulus.
Yea see, and you're neurotypical too. Sometimes you just have to listen to the same song and mess with stuff for a little bit in a very neurotypical way.
This is a bit but knowing you do the same is genuinely very validating. That's honestly always been a thing I've been kinda "stuck" on but is obviously just silliness, now.
Explain this to me chat. If I'm actually autistic, why when I get over stimulated do I listen to quiet music? Would it not make more sense to try and have silence?
I think I have demonstrated I am not actually autistic, because I like music too much.
Yea, I see what you mean. I was very alone for a lot of that time, so maybe most people deal with more of that stuff, socially, then I did.