damnatum_seditiosus

I grieve with you, hang on. I'll share your prayer.

Broken men and people, coming back to a broken country, possibly to create broken families.

All this under the insatiable thirst for blood of the bourgeoisie.

CW : mention of suicidal thoughts ::: spoiler spoiler I'm first with any of the diagnostics I had along the way. Though hypomanic bipolarity fits quite well with my father where he had spurs of out of nowhere ideas and projects to then shortly abandon them later. His incomprehension of my self-harm and suicide idealisation while I was a teen, saying that it was for weak people, can also show how he coped with his own thoughts, but I'll never know.

I'm pretty sure my big brother also has something, or just a classical cis-man with anger issues. But the rest of the siblings are churning along quite fine I believe.

I love the initiative! Maybe I'll come hang out sometime. There was a moment in life where I'd be awake at that time, but (fortunately for me) these are rarer.

I'll keep an eye out for future sessions!

May he finally find peace, knowing he avenged pure injustice and shattered the invincibility feeling of the aggressor.

May they rest in piss. Considering how the occupier's rescue helicopter aren't targeted by the resistance and the trauma center are not that far off the front, that is an really high casualty rate for a single battalion, right ?

I do really wonder what is the real global casualty rates for the IOF.

More success to the brave resistance, the colonizer will fall.

I have a very small dose of Abilify that I take along Bupropion to "boost" the effect of the later and so far so good. I feel more energetic with it where I was more or less catatonic before and the effect was quick to act.

I hope you don't lose that light on the horizon!

CW : Story of suicidal thoughts and kind of self harm too.

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I too got diagnosed in the last few years with Bipolar with hypomania after I also did a test for ADD which was positive. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts since my teenage years but I knew that if I just waited it out, it would pass and I'd gain that sweet new will to live and a boost to my self esteem with it.

But yeah I had typical depressed stuff, isolating, dropping everything and projects I had started and missing while days too. I've started with Aripriprazole too but I was getting some morbid thoughts racing in my head too and that kind of stopped using antipsychotics.

But as other have noted, get a second opinion if you can, you know yourself better than anyone after all.

Happy to see my boi Shadowrun on there. Got to play it exactly once, as a GM