:meow-hug: sorry you don't feel good either.
BountifulEggnog
joined 2 years ago
I can't imagine the disappointment :trans-sad:
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Part of why I slept and felt so terrible is I kept waking up with fucking erections.sad, talking about self harm
Woke up still feeling like shit, hasn't gotten better. Terrible sleep last night, extremely dysphoric. It's mostly sh fantasies right now, my leg is burning. Have shit to do all day too. Have knives the whole day. Idk. Probably fucked.
Sh urges are real bad. :::
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I want to believe you, I just can't right now.
Aw 
I always love seeing you. I'll try to I guess. A lot of people seem supportive. It definitely helps.
self harm talk
Tried sharpening my dull pos knife, won't sharpen. Probably not salvageable.
spoiler tmi too
I do kinda like that sometimes, should try more variations of it. I was really upset before I started so I just wanted to get it over with. Thank you for the advice.
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I just don't feel like a girl right now.
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I'm glad you feel less alone. I feel less alone too.
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You know what, fuck you too.
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I don't really believe you. When I see sad shit I get sad, and this is some of the saddest shit anyone's posted.
Thank you. I'm glad you like seeing me around. 
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Yea I have. Probably could look at it again some time when I'm in a better mood but tbh I don't remember anything I could do rn other then muffing (which did nothing for me). Its a "have to" in the sense that I'm a 20 something year old guy and it drives me crazy, especially because horny causes dysphoria. And tbh I was already sad when I started that just didn't help.
Thank you. Your empathy and listening always means a lot to me.
:meow-hug: thank you Ash.
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Unfortunately it's probably going to be either overstimulating or boring as fuck, but thank you, I'm hoping so too.