BountifulEggnog
joined 2 years ago
Oh I've already made the decision I want them, a while ago. I'm glad they've helped you. It's been a matter of getting them.
If they really are that common, maybe I'll try and find them after a rain some time.
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This is silliness. My brain just wants to be anywhere else. It's calling me to no where. To a void.
I don't know how to tag this, disassociting stuff I guess
I wish I, the mind in my body, could go somewhere else. It feels like my brain is taking me from this place... but to where? Why can't I go? If this isn't real... where?
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You're good, tbf I'm usually kinda vague and weird feeling about it. It is, and I doubt I'll like it as much, still plan to try it at some point though. Mushrooms look amazing, never had an opportunity though. Melt my brain and reform it please.
Didn't realize it effected autistic people, I thought it was more a schizophrenia interaction kind of issue. I don't use it much though so :shrug-outta-hecks:
That sounds like a neat thing to fixate on, escaping and regulating is great.
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Haven't really tried drinking yet, that's interesting. Hoping transition helps, I need to get my hands on hrt so badly. Not having it hurts.
I’m a natural addict
Its not great.
sad, angry, drug use
You know my fucking problem chat? Being sober. This shit sucks hard. I never feel angry, or bitter, or any of this shit when I'm fucked up. I never want to fight someone over some bullshit, I never hate myself, I never care about dysphoria. Its a warm, comfy blanket of bliss.
But right now, in this moment, I am sober at least for a few hours. And suffering. And angry. I can't even place why I feel like this.
:meow-hug: glad today was good for you!
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No, three from my baseline a while ago, so like five over a week ago~. I I know that's a normal amount of fluctuation but I got really excited about losing weight but it looks like I haven't lost much.
I'd kill to be able to lose three pounds a week tbh. I don't have that in me though, especially to keep up for a while.
:shy: aw, you think so?
:meow-hug: moving is always stressful, looking forward to it being over for you.