BountifulEggnog

Sometimes it appears to have failed, but if you check your profile it posted fine (although sometimes without counting my upbear?). If it looks like it failed I usually check my profile before trying again.

I don't have a choice right now. Hope you're right.

Clearly, he does not love me.

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A lot of times I feel like a Muppet that needs a human character to be their straight person, ground them in reality.

That hits hard for me :meow-hug:

sad

spoiler suicidal ideation, general hopelessness I am tired of going to bed "crying" and dysphoric. I am tired of waking up "crying" and dysphoric. I am tired of feeling lonely, dysphoric, and depressed all day. I am tired of worrying. Worrying about transition, worried about social issues, worried about the fucking planet being on fire. Why do I even want to live in hellbody, in hellworld? I don't. I want all this to stop.

Why is it damn hard to actually do it. Like actually couldn't if I wanted to. For how hard maintaining life is ending it isn't fucking easy either.

Why can't I just die good lord, I don't want to suffer like this. My brain and hellworld are both broken. I have no faith either can be fixed, so why continue?

I've hated living in hellworld for a while. Navigating it like this is obviously not any better. I desperately, desperately just want it to be better. But it won't. Society is clearly coming apart at the seams, and this dysphoria stuff isn't fun either. :::

I can definitely give you my uncritical support :rat-salute-1:

Hard to give critical support to such a based idea, but the US is in no way deserving of more then that.

not looking forward to it at home either.

Thanks! I need some good snacks, ate 'em all last night.

I think the way you think

Thank you for the advice! I was never really taught good handwriting practices