BountifulEggnog

Just like me fr

It sucks and abstaining is very cool, I've been working on that for a while now.

Sometimes when I'm feeling shitty and I don't care about the person on the other side of the screen (a lib with a dogshit take), the adrenaline/taking out my frustrations can feel good in the moment. Sometimes comes back to make me feel worse later but don't make good decisions in that state anyway.

Probably. There's not much else to do about it I suppose. I'll probably end up sadposting about it later.

I don't like accepting my feelings. I'm more of a suppress kinda gay.

I feel too embarrassed to post what it is right now, but its a big struggle. I really did not want this to be true.

This is a perfect explanation of conservative christians, and how they view it. I have heard real people, in real life, compare "acting out" being gay with their "struggle" with porn. That's how these people view being gay/trans/anything outside of cishet monogamy. Something gross and wrong you shouldn't engage with, ever. They are aware people "struggle with same sex attraction". What you get is "oh I struggle with sin too".

I'm not sure how you change their beliefs on sin/family. Obviously deconverting them would be super based and cool, but that seems like it'd have a low chance of success. Honestly I feel like a lot of these people are lost and not coming back.

I had some good memories after puberty thankfully, but damn it was way easier before this happened. Love the glowing though!

I was just thinking about how much I love autumn! The weather, some of the memories, getting to wear this hoodie again, good vibes.

Is it possible to learn this power?