BountifulEggnog

It means he needs to be gulaged and re-educated.

Your people skills are just improving that fast

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Dang, I was worried about that. Have weight to lose then and I haven't lost any in a while. That sucks. Better to know now then in a year though.

Imagine hating on a child who is already struggling. Transphobes deserve the wall.

It's encouraging they were trespassed though.

Thank you. I will try to keep pushing. I've been considering coming out to friends, maybe I will. That'd definitely help me with things.

I knew at it makes sense

the fuck am I even saying, incoherent.

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Its been like, 5+ months I've accepted this, it just keeps feeling worse :/ I just keep falling and falling.

I knew at it makes sense they'd get worse at first but still... I'm dying here.

dysphoria, sad

I obviously expected my dysphoria would get worse after cracking but It just keeps getting slowly worse and worse. The contrast is awful. I always need something to help me get through.

spoiler self harm talk god, please why does it have to scar like that. Despite what I might want, there is no magic new body coming. I'll be in this fucking thing forever, may as well not mark it all up. If bodies healed just a little bit better... only thing that keeps me from doing it all the time. ::: edit: I am feeling better right now, no need to worry.

What do your plans for Monday look like?

I'm going to try and put more effort into that. I usually sleep late and everything is fine, lately that's been harder. Maybe because I've been struggling what a cycle.

Not enough eep makes me feel terrible, I am very weak. Emotional dysfunction will go brrr until I get properly rested.

I have given up on getting more sleep I really need more then this to do well. Hopefully I can nap.