dysphoria
I have been so dysphoric recently, it's hard to describe how disconnected I feel.
I really hope I'm a girl, I don't really understand why I worry about that sometimes. In good news though I've been practicing my driving so I can get my license :3 I'll get to be one of those car driving gays, hopefully I can keep it up.
If I did that I'd think it was fem coded 
I uh even asked the psyc about it "I meet the criteria for Asperger's actually..." And he chuckled and went "no you're not."
Same experience for me. I mask too well I guess, "understand social norms" :agony-shivering:
Realizing/remembering I wasn't actually a cis man a little while ago is always... Weird? I don't know how to describe it.
I would really appreciate that. I've never used mullvad before though. Want to DM me?
I'm pretty sure it is, wish I had advice 
You don't have to know what questions to ask or word everything perfectly. Getting smaller is a lot harder, but if you don't like being hairy shaving is easy. It grows back too if you want to go back to being hairy.
Yea maybe I should start doing that, I've been thinking about it. Look at you opening up to people though waow.
edit: dysphoria
I can't explain it at all, but body stuff is hell.