BountifulEggnog
Just struggling lately, I'm going to bed early tonight. Goodnight Mega.
Being numb is good sometimes, definitely have felt that before.
My dreams the last two nights have been really dark. Not scary/nightmares, just very upsetting subjects. Really hope this doesn't become a pattern.
It means you're going to hell, but don't worry so are all the other cool people.
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I'm pretty sure either way is typical, I don't think you need to worry.
Yes, no horny thoughts at all. One of the more recent times I remember I was curled up crying and it just happened 
Maybe I'm not the right person to talk to though, its not like a daily thing.
Sometimes, yes. I feel like it happens more when I haven't masturbated in a while.
I think those count as spontaneous too, since you aren't trying for it.
Autumn is usually when my seasonal depression starts to act up, yea.
I'll try to post more 
I don't want the news to win...
I'm gay and commenting, hope this helps.
Good morning 