Complimented a person at the coming out week march on having cool pins of bands and 80s gay rights symbolism but after that I saw they had a fucking 🇺🇦🇮🇱🇹🇼pinset that I didn’t notice lmfao I hate this fucking place

god damn... that girl in the mirror is getting some curves

mmmmm gender

Just got my first set of makeup. Eyeliner, Lipstick, and Concealer. I got too light of a concealer, which is a great start, but I think with the proper foundation I can make it work. Eyeliner tho

omg trains mega

t4t = team 4tress two

On one hand, wearing a tank top makes me feel more femme. On the other hand, it reveals arm hair. On the third hand, women have body hair. On the fourth hand, my arm hair is too dark even after it's been shaved recently.

CW: Reddit-tier bit.

On the fifth hand, where are all these hands coming from!

well, my parents now know that i’m planning to try to get mobility aids (an electric wheelchair if possible). i think they’re adjusting to this new normal of me not being healthy anymore, even though this isn’t new to me. idk maybe it’s just because we aren’t in the same house rn but they actually seem to be taking my health issues seriously this time.

estrogen patch in the shape of a womb tattoo

I work in a queer culturally-specific organization and it makes shit so much worse when we do harm. I'm having a bit of a crisis about it all.

There's a lot that happens here that's like "lmao I'm sure glad right wing media doesn't know what's going on in here", but this actually shook me, and the accusations had me self-critting all weekend about my response to being sexually harassed.

I'M FREE!!! I'M NEVER DOING A SHIFT WITH THIS GUY AGAIN!!!

He's not even bad, a few of my co-workers were talking shit (although idk what rumors were true or not) but HE DOESN'T STOP SMOKING. My poor asthmatic lungs still feel it, was coughing up a storm 😖

Being out to even a few friends feels really good.

Highly recommend. Way better than the closet.

Today is my birthday!

Instead of seeing what today does to me, I'm kinda deciding that it's a good day because it's my birthday and going forward

I have classes all day and idk if anyone knows that it's my birthday but whatever

my wife got a callout to go get a corpse at 1am, so I have made some fried rice for when she gets back. shout out to 1am fried rice, it's good shit

Are undercuts considered generic now? Are they associated with capitalist sholk like Marvel characters now? Oh no, do I need to change my haircut?!

i can't sit upright for more than a few minutes without feeling like i'm dying

Spiro has ruined my ability to sleep through the night. I have to pee every two to three hours, no exceptions.

I've basically accepted that I'm now biphasic and need a siesta to get through the day. 😅

More names from wife, hot off the press

Stalinist Starlet 😁

Trotskyist Tigress 🤮

Hot take, its okay to have secrets, or to not tell people things, or not interact with people you don't want to. Obviously I'm not advocating for with-holding information that harms people.

Everything else aside I cant stop thinking about this current wave of discourse about how people are entitled to know everything about you just cause youre dating, and (*comparing it) to the you have to reveal your trans status thing

sorry I'm venting, obviously I'm not even mentioning the misogyny, which ew

Oh yeah I remember why I hate discord with strangers

Just got rejected from a job because of my height 🥲

dysphoria

God, I hate being tall Even before my egg cracked I hated it, and now I hate it even more. My life would be so much better if I wasn't tall.

thoughts on a c/disabled comm?

for the record i would not be able to mod it because of lack of energy. but i find bearsite to be somewhat lacking in conversations about disability.

There I was, watching a trashy reality TV show when I spotted men with thick, hairy, juicy thighs and suddenly experiencing the desire nay urge to fuck them. Thighs were always a more femme thing for my bi brain, and now they've made the leap to universal hotness signifiers like big ol butts.

My god, what has happened to me

I look into the mirror and I now see a cross between a twink and a butch lesbian so that's exciting

Feeling kinda gay this morning (13 WEEK COMBO)

You know, sometimes I just think about how many wild turns life can take you. When I was a kid, I honest to god had no idea where life was going to take me. All of it seemed so mysterious and unimaginable what it would even be like

Today I looked down at my copy of Settlers. Inside of it is a little business card reminding me of my next Planned Parenthood appointment, and I'm off to go get my eyebrows done this afternoon. "A copy of Settlers with an HRT appointment reminder card". God, this really is just how life turns out, huh? My eight year old ass never would have guessed in the slightest

I got my 8 hours of eep, why still eepy? :trans-sad:

I keep seeing cute men and thinking they'd look better as women or envies. The thoughts will not stop. I fear this will cause me problems

I actually have a surprisingly large amount of friends. Of course, if I stopped planning all our outings and waited for them to make plans with me...

I'm sorry for being so naive but I was charmed by Tim Walz initially. And his work as governor seemed promising.

So I know that I deserve to be disappointed but it was actually disorienting to see someone who reminds me of my best friends Dad war mongering in regards to Iran .

We just can't have anything nice, can we.

now us euros are getting in on all the hurricane fun

(i am actually worried)

The lady at the Visa office said I look no older than 21 when she saw my age.
idk how much of that was just flattery.

i think im out of hormones. delivery keeps getting fucked up. this is about to become a problem.

Cursed with my voice 💀

What are some signs one might be trans? I have noticed a few things that I think might be suspect, but I still think I'm cis.

• I had a dream last night where I was in this video-game like dungeon and it told me "the dungeon reveals all". I explicitly remember seeing my reflection as a woman and liking it.

• I'm really nervous about aging as a guy, I can't help but worry about going bald or all that stuff, but that doesn't necessarily mean I have dysphoria.

• I never really found myself relating to boys, most of my friend group is an even split in high school, but as an adult I am totally isolated.

• There's been some women I've seen and thought that I wish I looked like them, although the same can be said for men too.

• I've stopped myself a few times and have thought to myself "am I trans?"

There are some things that prove my cis-ness too, but I wonder if any of these signs might mean something.

EDIT: Wow, thanks so much everyone! I’ll be sure to give this all a read!

I'm so sick of having no motivation not gonna lie

Really quite annoyed at myself and how many decisions I made to make other people comfortable in the last few years

I got cute new girl clothes today and I'm really happy about that. Including a super soft pink jacket. I'm gonna look so cute for therapy today