Im schizophrenic, and I feel like Im getting unstable ( Im not in any immediate danger). Im seeing my doctor on Tuesday and weighing my options. I have problems—some real and probably some imagined.
I would consider myself usually stable and functioning but im aware things can get really bad.
I had some really fucking bad phases in the past.
I wish I could just tough it out, but I can see how my mental state is slowly weakening, so I feel like I need to reach out.
I hope this type of thread is allowed here 
EDIT : Thanks for all the input and answers
If you feel the need you can dm me if you'd like! I'm sorry you're having a hard go of it right now. You mentioned paranoia, that sounds really hard. :/ like not too many ways to engage in "reality testing" (not a fan of that phrase but you probably know what I mean)