Neodosa

Yes, I have to start with the obligatory: the first time I watched the movie I was disappointed, but upon rewatch I realized how deep the rabbit hole goes, and after tens of hours of studying this movie, I can finally see what a masterpiece it is.

After having spent tens of hours with this movie, I've finally sorted out most of the major questions and have a pretty good idea of what's actually going on. The movie is so hard to wrap your head around though because you basically have to think in four dimensions, and you have to build a mental model for a crystallized universe and keep track of all the actors at all times, and their motivations. Our brains are not made to comprehend stuff like this, so it's understandable that people were frustrated with the movie. However, I think I reduced my odds of developing Alzheimers by 95% during the process of studying this thing and the process itself was very gratifying. Still though, I'm not done building more intuition for the movie so I will definitely be spending even more time grasping the details. I highly recommend committing yourself to the process 👍

It's without a doubt my favorite movie of all time.

come at me brah (or just throw me some questions idk)

I've probably tripped around 20 times throughout my life. I did it mostly because I bought into the idea that psychedelics would improve my life and habits in some way. I don't believe that anymore, and I don't think psychs really changed my life at all except it gave me lots of cool memories. I kind of feel some level of nostalgia for that reality-bending feeling of being on psychs, even though the last time I took it was only a couple months ago. It's just so different from everyday experience.

Over the past two years I've been watching a lot of Bilibili to improve my mandarin, and I wanted to share some of the things I've noticed in no particular order.

Chinese social media has a LOT of high quality resources to study marxism and you can find in-depth analyses of various Marxist works such as das kapital. However, there is generally a greater interest in nationalism rather than marxism, which has been pointed out here before. There is also some general hostility towards Vietnam. One of the reasons for this dislike seems to be that Vietnam is supposedly cozying up to the US, and had apparently hosted an american navy ship. There isn't however much dislike towards the DPRK, and people tend to think of it as a generally happy country although perhaps a bit quirky and closed off. Of course, Chinese youth is much more interested in kpop and south korean culture overall.

There is a lot of content from Youtube that will be reuploaded directly to Bilibili. They tend to have a title prefaced with: "油管百万播放量" (Basically meaning: "this video has millions of views on Youtube"). Even some very political Youtube videos will be uploaded to Bilibili, for example, I saw someone who reuploaded a debate between Infrared haz and Vaush with Chinese subtitles. The comments pretty much said: "This is how americans debate politics? Why are they screaming so much? Why is this vaush guy pretending to be a leftist?". I've also seen some reuploaded low quality 'social credit' memes (you can find it by searching 社会信用 on Bilibili) as well as some discussion around how westerners obsess over the social credit system.

弹幕 (Dànmù) is a feature on Chinese social media that allows users to leave comments on the screen of the video itself (so you will see comments going across the screen while watching a video). At first I hated these, so I turned them off, but I've actually started to really like this feature and now I kind of wish it was on Youtube as well. (Yes I know it makes my attention span even worse, since besides just watching a heavily edited video, I'm also seeing people's reaction at the same time to keep me less bored)

I've been consuming a lot of content relating to China's space program, and I've noticed that there are a lot of people who seem to believe that the US moon landing was fake. You'll never see content creators themselves say that it was fake, but whenever the US moon landing comes up, there will always be dànmù talking about how it's faked. I do think this is a bit weird, since Chinese social media will usually remove stuff that's non-scientific, but to be fair, there has been some funny jokes coming out of this. In the comments of NASA's Chinese channel where they showed off their plans for the artemis program, the top comment was like: "This time the moon landing will feature next generation 4k photorealistic CG, with revolutionary new filming techniques and special effects that will make you truly believe that the US landed on the moon"

Criticism of the government is quite normal but it isn't comparable to the way we in the west criticize our governments. People will usually focus on criticizing specific policies or socioeconomic developments rather than the ruling government, since people are generally happy with the government as a whole. I've found people criticizing the Chinese education system, how the society is afraid of sexual education, how household debt is rising, how youth unemployment is rising, etc.

As for some of my favorite content to watch, I'll start by highlighting the building sphere of Bilibili, where people build lots of cool stuff. For example look at this sci-fi desk thing. I also found this great video that does a really great job of summarizing the science of language learning.

Also, there are so many amazing free university lectures accessible through Bilibili, covering things like Das Kapital, Machine Learning, PID control systems, and more. Maybe its just my recommended page, but Chinese social media seems to be much more obsessed with educational/science/news content rather than the cheap try not to laugh content which floods Youtube.

I started my third playthrough of Cyberpunk a couple days ago, playing it with the Chinese dub, and I have to say that it has worked really well as an immersion resource! You can enable the Chinese audio dub by right clicking on the game on steam, then click 'properties', then under 'general' there will be a 'language' option where you can choose a number of languages.

I don't know about the Witcher 3 since I haven't played it, but Cyberpunk is really dialogue heavy, so there is seriously like hundreds of hours of dialogue to go through (and then there's also the shards to read). The game makes heavy use of poetic language as well as highly informal language, which has really put strain on my current abilities, so I'm having to jot down new words all the time.

While the marketing and release of this game was scummy to say the least, there is actually quite a good game here if you just try to take in the story, the scenery, as well as delve into the sidequests (the sidequests are honestly a lot more interesting than the main story). One of my favorite moments I've had while playing any video game has to be when I accidentally fell into the 'hidden' park that's hidden 'underneath' the city center, subsequently going for a calm walk, being amazed by the scenery, and then stumbling upon a buddhist monk who gives a short guided meditation.

Even though I have 140 hours on this game, there are still so many sidequest lines to go through. Since I'm using the game as an immersion resource now, I'm definitely going to be replaying the game.