At first I thought he was flipping the camera off, but I really can't tell anything.
BountifulEggnog
joined 2 years ago
I really need to do some reading on executive dysfunction, people keep mentioning it to me and I keep meaning to...
It is reassuring that it might be because of my NDness and not something else. So what do you do to help with that? I already have music going.
Very eepy, already taken one nap.
Can someone tell me if this a ND/autism thing?
I feel like when I read, I frequently get distracted by my own thoughts. I've been reading this book for the last hour and a half, and have only gotten 10 pages read. I just keep like, reading a paragraph and then I think something about it, and then have a whole little monologue about what I read and any tangential thoughts. It will start with something related to what I read and then just kind of, trail on from there? I usually (?) stay more or less on topic, but I'm not reading I'm just thinking to myself. Its unproductive and annoying. This was a huge issue for me in school too :/
My siblings mentioning
Is awful and I don't know how to make them stop. I keep telling them to stop but :shrug-outta-hecks: they don't care. Have had all three brought up today. Probably can't actually get them to stop, just a shitty vibe being reminded of how people see me.dysphoria
My height, Adam's apple, and facial hair
spoiler
I haven't dealt with that but I have no idea why cis people think they should out us, especially without asking.
my partner's dad keeps calling me "man"
Being stubbly is the worst feeling. Sorry you can't get laser, that's very high on my list of wants too. Can't do anything without a car though 
fucking car brained world.
more bleakness / negativity
I don't know. Being trans just sucks.
So much easier, good lord cissies don't know how good they have it.
Happens all the time to me too, why is shaving so hard 
Thank you :meow-hug:
I need stronger stuff