dysphoria? Envy?
This just sucks. I know I'm a girl. I want things changed. I want my body to look different. I have a lot of things I want to buy (clothes 'n stuff), and many experiences I want. And I have very little of it right now.
I'm sure it'll get better. It just sucks. I feel very isolated right now. No one in real life knows, and I don't think they'd understand.
I could try and come out to my friend, I'm not sure if she'd be good about it. If she was that would be amazingly helpful though. But it's a risk, if she isn't she's the only real life friend I have.
Not sure when I'll do it again, hopefully soon.
talking about transphobia and another nameless bigotry
I'm pretty sure she's a little bigoted towards another minority group, mainly. I try to tell her that it's not okay but, idk. She still says things that, taken at face value, are not good. Maybe she's just being edgy? I don't hang out with her very often, we've drifted apart for a little bit.She's also said a bunch of times she doesn't like men, and like okay, but I worry she'd see trans people as invading women's spaces.