BountifulEggnog

try to "see things from their perspective"

Maybe you should see things from my perspective, how about that??? god I hate cis people talking about trans issues. The audacity to tell a trans person they need to understand how cis people feel.

I've been having so many thoughts and feelings, I don't know what's happening to me. I can't think normally.

I feel so awful. I can't place what will fix it. Sometimes I doubt if I want to transition. Is that actually what I want to look like, be? Staying like this is unacceptable though. So what does that leave me with. Nothing.

I haven't figured out how to get hrt. It's not something I can get any more help with from you all either. I feel so awful for not having done what I need to.

How am I going to stay clean for another week. I can't use a knife again. I'm so scared. Why can't I be healthy.

This week feels like it's going to be a rough one.