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Oh huh, I thought you were supposed to use warm water when shaving. I'll try that next time. I still need to put shaving cream ~~I'm using conditioner because that's what I have~~ on before actually shaving though, right? So cold water, then conditioner, then the razor? Thank you.
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I forgot all of that somehow, yea I see what she was saying.
Yea it wouldn't/doesn't really surprise me. Kind of normal for me to try and separate myself from that kind of thing. I can't think of what to say but 
I hope so. Hard to imagine not at least being uncomfortable.
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No, I haven't tried that. I've also got acne so I'm sure that contributes to it.
For my face I just use an electric razor, I tried using a manual once but it got ruined after the first time. When I tried to use it again it just pulled at my face so bad regardless of how much conditioner I used.
I can't even shave properly :cri:
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Shaved my face. Still can feel the little fucking hairs, but now my face hurts. Still look awful, still feel awful, literally just keeps the problem from getting worse. I've been laying in bed crying. Why did I have to go through male puberty. I hate being male. Fixing ~~the things that even can be fixed~~ is going to be such a long and difficult process. god I hate this.
yea probably, idk why I said anything
Yea exactly. I've been trying to ignore it forever, focusing on it instead hurts so badly.
Thank you for the offer. I have resources, actually watching the videos and practicing is just really hard.
probably off topic
tbh I can't imagine not disconnecting/trying to disconnect when I'm naked let alone sex... Is that the kind of thing you're talking about?
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Could barely speak today. I hate my voice. I don't want to talk or make noise ever again. T ruined speaking for me forever.sad
Another miserable, dysphoric and lonely day. Urges are back in full force. I don't really have room to complain but life sucks. What a disappointment.
Whatever. Time to go try and numb the pain before bed. Then get up and right back to it. What an awful cycle. :::
I have 186 and have only played one on epic. Scrolling through I've definitely pirated some of these before too. I always forget to check what I have.
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I hope I can make it. Right now I'm pre everything so I have a long way to go.
I guess we're doing ~~circles~~ enby now (I'm a big breakfast skipper, water only)