BountifulEggnog

I've been called out

Sanity check chat, is a parent saying "you can do a b c transition things, but I don't want you doing x y z while you live here, I'm just not comfortable with that/goes against my beliefs", abusive? Like assuming its strictly transition related. I don't know what specific things are being thought of either. Personally, I'm assuming that to mean hrt/pronouns/name/clothes?

Critical support

Yea, you are definitely right. I need to keep taking steps. Thank you

I have no idea what is happening to me anymore. I remember really liking woman/girl. I don't like feeling disconnected from that. I can't think of a (good) reason. I don't feel it. I don't look at myself and think woman. I don't know. I'm having a hard time feeling like a woman lately. I don't know if its in like a not enough gender affirmation way, but also someone calling me a woman would feel off...

I know this is disjointed, I'm having a hard time explaining or even really understanding.

I don't know why this is the case, but I hate how hard calling myself a woman is. Maybe with time/transition progress it will be more natural feeling? I definitely want to be, so I guess I am, idk it still feels wrong.

I should have gone back to bed a while ago, I am going to end up so emotional today. On that note, dear god I want to be on hormones :kitty-cri:

I don't wanna be aggressive :shy:

I'd rather bark at trans people.

Goodnight

Thank you, I hope so

Thank you, just in a really bad state right now.