BountifulEggnog

Yes it is, if you search for zionist in the ai chat section there's a few of these actually.

I've seen so much of this shit and it disgusts me every time.

I'm doing the 1.16.1 filtered seed glitchless run. Its a random seed that I haven't played before, but taken from a pool of good seeds. The filter I'm using right now gives me a ruined portal with enough iron for a pick and a looting sword, and close bastion/forts. I'm running this category because random seed runs need a lot of resets for good worlds, I just want to play. Plus I'm not good yet, so even if I get a good seed I'd waste it anyway. Once I get better at it I'll use a less restrictive filter/do random seed runs.

you're fine, don't be sorry

Can't get kratom unfortunately.

This is from depression/stressing/whatever is happening to me. When it gets bad it hurts. I'm sorry you deal with that. Chronic pain is awful and I didn't mean to sound like I was dealing with that.

I don't remember seeing a bastion and nether fortress intersecting like this before:

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Your nether portal spawns right above the bastion, was neat to see last night when I was practicing. Ended up losing this run to not enough food iirc, you spawn in a mesa so not a ton of animals. Just thought this was neat world gen. seed: 2029358003872644754

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>wake up

>the pain immediately starts

Fuck me and fuck this

Shit is genuinely hopeless out there

sad/pain

spoiler suicide, self harm I have no hope and think about suicide a lot.

Fuck this stupid, awful life. Hate that my options are suffer or kill myself. Hell world. Nothing is going to be okay again.

Also another fucking day of resisting the self harm urges, for some reason. If I was actually suicidal I'd just do it, fuck my fake fucking life. :::

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:meow-hug: I know you struggle with it too. It's nice to see you again. I've missed you.