This neurotic keyboard diarrhea is a prime example of a beta who goes online with implicit intentions of externalizing mental trauma derived from their own personal failings, toxic masculinity, and a general lack of critical thinking which comes with being a reactionary cuckservative.
Trash like this who view "the real world" as paradoxically both a just vehicle to punish individuals who do not conform, and a difficult, unfair place to be, would ironically be shot in a more civilized society for such anti-human views.
Sir i am gravely sorry to inform you of this new development, but sir...
You are a war criminal.
Its not too late, go to church and ask god to forgive you, enjoy your wealth in retirement, spend time with your kids, watch your Fox news and your HBO, but please dont come back here.