LunarVoyager
Use Syllogimous relational frame training to improve reasoning (IQ)
Use Dual N Back to improve working memory by 40% (Crucial component of intelligence)
Dual n-back working memory training evinces superior transfer effects compared to the method of loci
Practice both of these for 20 minutes a day and you will see results within a few months.
By the way, you speak very well and I wouldn't put too much stock in a test that judges fish by their ability to climb a tree. And you should know that intelligence is only partly heritable, meaning your abusive environment likely contributed to you falling behind which is in NO way your fault.
And like everyone else said, get sober.
Reposting this in case anyone needs this information
Your survival kit:
Empty GrapheneOS Pixel 6a bought with cash that isn't your daily driver (last Pixel with snapdragon chip that allows IMEI changes)
JMP.chat
Silent.link
Sensors off (developer options)
Bluetooth/WiFi/NFC off
Disable 2G/enable LTE only mode
Offline maps/airplane mode when navigating/at destination/anywhere near your residence or other frequently visited places that could be associated with you. When changing the IMEI/IMSI combo make sure you go to another location first so that you break the link
Infrared AND polarized license plate covers. Remove any and all bumper stickers and other accessories that can be fingerprinted
IR blocking lens sunglasses for facial recognition
Tor browser over a trustworthy VPN
If you drive a car that is mid-2010s or newer you may have to do some digging to disable telemetry, satellite, cellular etc.
I dunno man, I was gonna try to use the $25,000 down payment assistance to buy a duplex but now instead I'll be paying out the ass for everything because of those fucking tarrifs. The only thing Trump did for the working class was insult them with his pathetic McDonald's stunt, and then clumsily climbed into the passenger side of a garbage truck to show off what a pile of garbage he is.