IvyRaven

joined 1 year ago
[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 2 points 4 days ago (1 children)

I appreciate that you can get manifested pages without having to grind the base pages elsewhere. They're still too stingy with the eerie engrams though.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 3 points 3 weeks ago

Oh for sure. I'll hyper focus on something and become obsessed with it. Then when I pull the trigger on it the fear that I've made a poor choice will begin to build. I'm kind of dealing with that with my return to Warhammer 40,000 (40k is the common abbreviation). Sucks because nothing wrong with my choice persay but I also want to do this other stuff instead. Literally debated for about two months before making the choice and still feel like I picked wrong. Oh well -_-

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 2 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Ah I see. Thanks for the info. Will have to keep it in mind!

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 0 points 1 month ago (3 children)

Never heard of that. Is it a reader? My issue is that the text and such is just tiny on PDFs. I had the same issue reading e-books for school. It's just easier and more accessible for me to read the physical medium. But the cost of it keeps me out of reading them. Do have a bunch of PDF comics from Humble Bundle I need to try to read xD

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 0 points 1 month ago (5 children)

I love comics, and manga, but they're hard for me to read due to the cost. Digital comic bundles are great but then I run afoul of my issue with reading PDFs (it's really hard for me to read digital comics/books like borderline impossible for me).

Mostly I was reading Marvel with a little DC. Tried to stick to offbrand stuff in those lines instead of the X-Men, Avengers, or Batman etc.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 8 points 2 months ago

Seeing it again yeah lol

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 25 points 2 months ago (2 children)

For me a lot of meltdowns feel like spiraling. Unable to communicate how I feel, feeling alone/separated, racing thoughts that run the gamete from anxious to depressing. Typically I want to reach out and connect to someone but I can't and that makes it worse somehow. It's scary to deal with especially as a lot of it feels so irrational yet it has a real impact.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 1 points 2 months ago

Oshi no Ko S2 has been satisfying so far. This has been a really bleh season of anime overall for me. Heavy fan service and/or a step away from outright hentai will keep me from watching something and this summer has felt like a lot of fetishy stuff. And since most shows revolve around teens I just can't watch that stuff.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 2 points 3 months ago (1 children)

I get this, but in my feet. Just have to rub the bottom of my foot on something and hope for the best. Suuuuucks.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 10 points 3 months ago

He's a fine kicker, but an absolute chud and I hate they gave him all that money.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 2 points 3 months ago (1 children)

Nice debunked conspiracy theories pushed by the GOP to vilify the 'other'. I'd say try harder but you're clearly a tool of the fascists.

[–] IvyRaven@midwest.social 4 points 3 months ago

No experience with that book, but a lot of literature has autistim coded characters. Lot, well sort of, debate in the Warhammer 40k communities about a fair number of autism coded characters there. I can't remember who all they've said since I avoid a lot of the conversations but if I remember right a fair number of Space Marines, and their 'traitor' brethren are 'autistic'.

 

So I'm a shut-in with a ton of problems and no money. My life revolves around World of Warcraft and Destiny 2 which is sad in its own right I'm sure. Anyway every single time I try to find a community (guild or clan) it goes to hell within a month or so. They always say I'm too negative about the game or my performance. No matter what I do/say it apparently always comes across as 'negative' and they see it as hurting their community. Funny enough these communities are always dead and I'm talking into a void trying to engage people.

Sorry I'm not sure why I'm posting this. Just had another group tell me I was getting kicked due to negativity and I'm so tired of it. I don't have any friends, I'm always starting over from scratch and even if I try my hardest it still ends the same way. Don't even feel that I'm being negative since I just say bugs me. Sorry. Feel like I could cry, because of everything, and I can't even do that.

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