ElectronNumberSeven

How does anyone meet people irl??

I go to college club meetings, I've tried friend/meetup apps like Lex, I try to spend as much time irl as possible and talk to the people who sit near me in class. I've got some acquaintances but like nobody I really actually know know, and I've tried to like organize meet ups with those people and it like doesn't pan out 9 time out of 10 so I don't see them with any regularity to like actually move beyond being acquaintances to being friends

love 2 start feeling burnout at the 3rd week of the semester very cool normal and good nothing wrong here

Hewwo

Everything I touch turns to shit today call me queen shitedas

Domicile? You mean to tell me there's a dom in this house?

I’ve been pushing myself to the limit this week and now that it’s finally Friday I got to crash and take a 2 and a half hour nap which was nice

All the frat houses near me are playing super loud music though and it woke me up

Out of energy for the week but I’ve still got one more day

I’m eepy and I don’t want to get out of bed

This is almost word-for-word how I feel and what I've done, like with some details swapped I could have written this. I'm currently mid twenties and spent my early twenties being a NEET living in what what suppose to be my dad's office but I'm now back in college. Also just doing a degree for practical reasons, my real passions are art and cooking but I know I can't make careers out of either, and I constantly think about changing my major but I think it's too late at this point. I have tried to find and take some classes that I'm passionate about though which has helped make things better

I don't really cope with the manchild in recovery feeling, it just eats away at me every day. It makes it hard to want to interact with other students because I'm like 4-5 years older than a lot of the students I run into and I don't really fit in with them, but also at the same time I don't fit in with the "older going back to school midlife" kind of people either. But as a trans woman I have the same missing out fears and anxieties about a ton of experiences in life so it really isn't a new feeling for me. I normally just stress drink or stress eat to cope, either of which are healthy though. I'm really really really trying to push myself to ingrain with college this semester and have taken way more classes than I normally would and am trying to go to clubs even if it feels weird and awkward and like I'm out of place, I'm trying to power through it

I wish I could provide more advice but I'm just as lost as you are on all of this stuff, maybe knowing someone else who's right where you're at might make things better a little. I hope things improve for you though

The cashier was really nice to me when I was buying wine today and complimented my nails

I was having a tough one and she turned it around, it's wild how just one person can make so much of a difference